DON'T YOU TELL ME HOW I FEEL

Look on the bright side: You're 15.  If you are feeling that you have signs of depression (or any illness for that matter), it's good to be vocal about them at an early stage than to feed off it over the long term.  If you seek help, you'll find it.  Assuming you're still in high school, reach out to your guidance counsellor or teachers.  They've probably been approached a number of times by students with the same thoughts and feelings you have.  Someone may be able to refer you to a support group.  You're not alone. 

Suicide is never the right answer.  Life is too precious and it is the only one that you will ever have.  Obviously, I do not know your current situation aside from reading what you have typed above so the best that I can give to you is that very generic, but very true statement.  Hopefully, typing what you typed above as a cry for help to complete strangers on the internet has been cathartic for you in some way.  As the guys mentioned above, it may be best for you to talk to someone in person that you can talk to, whether it be a guidance counselor or a trusted teacher, one of your parents, grandparents, maybe an aunt or uncle, an older sibling, a friend, or if you have any religious associations a priest or pastor. 

Edited by rushfan4 - 13 May 2013 at 2:07pm

angst, depression and stress are the main new thing that people tend to not understand, they are the one in 2013 that suffers most from prejustice, discrimination and the feel of being undervalued, i have angst and have had stress, and it is has been hard to keep it under the surface, not to explode in rage for stuff.


i feel you Doomster, also music is your friend, listen to what you like, or find something new, that will give you endorfines,

endorfines is the depressed most needed "friend". i talk of experience...